Looking for Something.........

I have required things to complete my action for future but don't have setup mind to do that. How I find time and situation to complete things. I don't have answer and I am tried to look up or dig up things. Just hoping that some how I find that missing piece of life, so that I will continue my journey without any halt..

Why U and That U...

U is not coming in my life..

life has some parts that unknown to me..

Me is only available for my thoughts..

Thoughts are coming and going in my time..

Time is not giving me one things to my heart..

Heart is place where I can't find U..

and if U came again between U and ME then..

Then I am going to kill that U..

Fighting With My Own Voice.....

"I have done it and find one thing that gives me energy and motivation to move on with life."

I am not talking about that some person is stopping me to go ahead with my life but its my fear that giving me my energy and motivation to me so that I forget about it and move ahead with my life. I do still lots of mistakes but my mind got used to that its ignoring it and concentration on fact of life.

"I am not going to be perfect but some day I will do perfect work."

This is inspiration that keep saying me at least try once in your life time and if you try it then do it again and again that time if it happen next time then, this is going to be your destiny move on and focus on finding other thing or you can say you like that thing so this is your life.

 

"I wanted to be Someone at someday but I got to know that Someone already got that position and only available position is ME."

And finally I am always going to be me and only me so I can think about things that happening, I can't change it and I don't want to change it but I refusing to accept that this is going to be that or other way I am going to make things work like my way.....

I need some Extra Hours...

Why, why I want that life, its confusing, misunderstanding, and above all complicated. I don't know how I am going to go though this roads in my life, I don't have time and energy to spend on extra things. Well I wanted that life badly but didn't think about conscience and now I am paying it with my time.