I am TRYing 2....

I am trying to find a life that change me forever...

I am trying to do my best that gives me satisfaction...

I am trying to let life decides what is good for me..

I am trying to letting you go because your are no good for me..

I am trying to collect people that going to stay with me someway forever..

I am trying to go back in my memory and deleting good times...

I am trying to brake me to test my will...

I am trying to create a new me that's going to change my world...

I am trying to hard to get what i don't have...

I am trying to see myself in a crowd of busy free life...

I am trying to learn to love because I never been in love...

I am trying to accept me some way and other...

I am trying to light-up some past from my future...

I am trying to loosen up some move to feel I have freedom..

I am trying to care about me and you because you are me for me...

I am trying and I am trying what else I can do then trying ....

well at last I am trying to live my life the way I want...

Its My Businees keep your Shoes Out of This

I am in what can I say feeling sleepy or feeling awake, I don't know but some how I manage to feel something that is positive sign that I am doing good. I never believe that I am able to do that, but in believes if you have doubt you are questing you whole existence but I am not going into the all philosophy of life and all other shit. I am talking about my life and my experience, how I able to change my bad days in good night by doing what I love. I know there lot of people who think I am crazy and they question my style of doing things, sometimes its hurt that they personally want me to declare that I am crazy by asking question why I do that and sometime they just assume that all I am doing for something. I want to tell them not personally but some how I want to tell then in third person comment that

"ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS..."   

How I do that and why I do that I don't have to explain myself to other and other thing is 

"KEEP YOUR NOSE OUT OF MY BUSINESS.."

You don't have right to tell people about me what I do and what motive I have, just do you business and keep me out of your life.

Well it feel good to think about this but I can't tell this thinks to them because they know and I know very well, some how our life tie up in some way and we have to give our life some time to understand each other and with time I know we are going to be good buddies for lifetime that change our life forever.

Meaning of Good Time

Good times are came in life and left me behind, and whenever I feel like I have to get high(get in good mood),. I play my music and really music make me high.

"Music Make Me Highhhhhh"

 Music has a special effect in my life and can't explain because currently I am in that effect. I forgot the world and what happening around my world. Some time its good to forget but when times are tough and I don't know what I am doing I just lost myself in my music world all day and all night. Music give me a reason to forget about future and help me remind my past(good time I had) and it also give no reason to get moody so that I don't have to talk to someone when I am down.

"Music is my life, music is my bit of time, music is my everything, it's my fuel to my inspiration, my love to me on every way"