Missing, I am missing some thing in my life and I know some time I am feel full but some time still I am missing some thing a person, a thing, a decision or a home made food from mom. I don.t know but they are out there waiting for me so why I am afraid of letting go me to them or there.
Thursday, April 11, 2013
Having a that life....
Having a life and doing best for making a life is two different things. I am trying hard here to live my life that I have and continue to do that and I am trying more hard to make my life so that I have a life I want. I know it too much confusing about living but some how I am stuck between these roads and now I tried of switching paths and run to get back. And the best possible option that remain is I have to quit or not pursue one of the things and here I am stuck some time I think of that I made this life that I am living and I am happy and one of my dreams so why would I give up this dream for that dream that I may not have. and second thought is I am living in my dream and I wishes that things in past are here with we but still I am missing some things so I am seeing some dreams to get them, its worth pursue my dream and having a hope once again that I can have those in future.
Well that my confusion and I am trying focus on lot of thinking and nit thinking techniques but none of them working like have to choose option form my values today and what my value tomorrow will be. I am still a good guy or I am going to be selfish and use people for there on purpose. I am able to get out from my local circle to global or I am going back were I bore and can find true happiness after some time. Well lots of questioning is going on from my point of view lets see what happen to me and my decision.
Well that my confusion and I am trying focus on lot of thinking and nit thinking techniques but none of them working like have to choose option form my values today and what my value tomorrow will be. I am still a good guy or I am going to be selfish and use people for there on purpose. I am able to get out from my local circle to global or I am going back were I bore and can find true happiness after some time. Well lots of questioning is going on from my point of view lets see what happen to me and my decision.
I am happy no I am not. am I?
Happiness how we can define or measure it.
In my life this just happen, what I want I don't have to go for them and chase them, they some how just come to me but I do have to be on time to pick it up. My point is not that I am lucky or little or I am too much depend on destiny, what I am trying to say is things happen for me rather then they are truly I wanted or not. Ya, I wanted in some how to happen in my life but when I am in those moment of things why they don't feel good or real for me. That why I need to define my happiness bar I don't know now but I do know I have to define it as soon as possible because I am loosing me time and energy and little by little some hope.
In my life this just happen, what I want I don't have to go for them and chase them, they some how just come to me but I do have to be on time to pick it up. My point is not that I am lucky or little or I am too much depend on destiny, what I am trying to say is things happen for me rather then they are truly I wanted or not. Ya, I wanted in some how to happen in my life but when I am in those moment of things why they don't feel good or real for me. That why I need to define my happiness bar I don't know now but I do know I have to define it as soon as possible because I am loosing me time and energy and little by little some hope.
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