Walking in My Old Shoes

This week I cleaning my room and find my favorite shoes that I love so much that I don't like to wear in public places only for special occasions and I forgot them there in some place in my dark and dirty room some long time ago. Since long ago I wear them they are now just a object for me that I want to use them completely and because of touchy feeling I can't though and give them to someone and after wearing those shoes and walking on them and feeling that everybody notice that I wear a different shoes then usual, I feel like have some thing in me that making me more happy that I am showing by gratitude to there comment. I really forgot that feeling, feeling that tell me to talk to people more enjoyable, that feeling that bound to others more closely and that feeling that gives us confident to try new things that usual and stay we us rest of the time. and understand now its not about my shoes its about my feeling towards them I like them so much that I am showing to my peoples and only hearing good response and making negativity to positivity. In life everybody has a object they like or love so much that they can't hear or process negative thoughts about them. by realizing that I figure out what if I see life like that I want to change old me and but i don't know old me that much I can't go to trash of life to figure out what I like and love that time, so there is one option life I have to try every thing I love and like in past and ever curious about. TO tell the things now I got relief that I can't try that I can't try that because I don't like to figure out who am I? I am trying all the things from food to places to people to activity to time with everybody. Its like I always want to this just needed a genie reason to do that my friends think now that I insane to new try somethings and they think is bullshit to even try to find what you like and what not? Well whatever I am doing it and one day some how day-by-day I am going to because old me with new attitude I learn from my life.