Discovering: I am One of a Kind.

I want to live, I am not a quitter and I'll never be one. This words give me power, power to fight for my life, power to make every movement count, power to change myself to a better one, power to understand the situation, power to take things slow, and power to discover new paths.
All I done in my life to change myself to other person(in terms of quality), I never understand me(myself ) that much and now I can't pretend or tell my mind that one day I am going to be that person because I will never be.
I am ONE(1) of a kind.
Now to know my self more I am study myself more closely then ever and I find out first I have to discover inner-me. So in discover of inner me I find myself reading books on people who went on a journey of life time and what I found they all did the same things like they just eat, they went to places to talk to inner-self and they understand the importance of time. There is so many ways to say things there but I am expressing things my way the way I talk and do thinking.
I can eat most of the things but I am a vegetarian so I can not eat meat to satisfied my body for taste and for energy. I am improving my food consumption day by day, not talking like having a full tummy food but I am talking about taking food that required you to live that day and tomorrow only.
I like traveling new places and seeing things that has a story behind from ancestor to environmental changes but not able to find a place where I can talk to myself but recently I discover that I talk to myself when I read some kind of books in night.
And I never understand the meaning of time. God give us a life and certain time limit that we don't know so whats the point on following time and keeping track of it. May be I don't know now but I want one thing that one day I will Stop some place where I will be for infinite time.