Reality of Thoughts or A Game of Mind

"Why am I the way I am?"

I am kid with big dream and less energy.
I too scared to world to move forward.
I am just think "I am not ready to do anything".
I am a shy person in lazy body.
Every challenge feels like "I don't care about anything".
Why am I quick to judge me?
I am always be a good person but afraid to help others.
I care about myself why I have to think about others.
I am just want to live some.
Why I keep trying to change me and don't accepting me?
Am I becoming the one person I don't want to be? is it me?
I have to go home because I don't like it here.
Why am I alone with every thing in my hand?
These are stupid question and fact about me.
Why I am not care about my feeling?
Do I am really a human?

Simple and amazing power of thoughts in mind and in reality. Have you notice in above written word that I wanted to ask and mock myself about what I think about myself. All I can go for is this and my mind just stop giving me response for last 3 sentence I have to think sometime and above from there just came in my mind and I written there. Well, it did help me to stop my negative thoughts about me and my situation. And help me to focus on more important point in life why I am here? What I did wrong in past? and I am learning all new things.

"We can achieve anything we if setup our mind but we can do much more better in life, if we learn how to achieve anything"