What about the ME

Is it good to nothing with you to something with you? May but I am not sure, why things are like this? Why I am like this? Everything in my life why has to be so simple and understandable? Why I know that I will do something that is bothering me? Why it feels like everything that I lost will coming back in my life? Why living so far from love ones still keep them close then ever? Why distance & time heal relationship? Why after something the very next meeting with someone is so special that we never want to forget that? Why everyday has to change? Why people has to live? Why am I still here? What am I doing? Is life worth it to live like this? Why can't I just choose a path? Why the hunger inside me what to come-out? Why am I not stopping it? Why I think I can control that hunger? Why am punishing myself for past things? Why I have to do things the way I like it? Why I have to wake up early just to see the sun raise? Why moon attract me? Why can't I just run for my target? Why always want to achieve outstanding in everything? Why can't I be happy with good? Why make me so special? Why my family believe me that I am going to do big? Why can't they stopping me? There is so many why in my life but I can only think about this. What else about ME?

"Ask question to you that you feel you already know, that's power of true believer."

What Hurts The Most

 What Hurts The Most

 

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m OK
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say (much to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do, oh.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say (to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Anything can Posible!

Here I am, in this world where everything is possible and anywhere has infinite infinite opportunities & possibilities. So what is there for us? Why we are still waiting and waiting for one-thing or any-thing to happen in our life? What is we are not doing? What things important to get us there. All this question in my mind and some are unanswerable because I know them and easy to tell but want to keep in my brain. I don't want to tell my mind that thing otherwise it will take some action that I am not able to do and whole new reaction will happen with this effect. Anyway I know whats out there will going to be there and we have to try it in real life then only we can achieve that infinite infinite possibility mind.

"Faith is one that I have in U,

Trust is one that I given to U,

Knowledge is one that I can teach U,

Opportunities is one that I can't create for U,

Go out there and find is Uself,

I am with U"

Say Something

"Say Something"

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
I'll be the one, if you want me to.
Anywhere I would've followed you.
Say something, I'm giving up on you.

And I am feeling so small.
It was over my head
I know nothing at all.

And I will stumble and fall.
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.
Anywhere I would've followed you.
Say something, I'm giving up on you.

And I will swallow my pride.
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.
And anywhere I would've followed you. Oh-oh-oh-oh
Say something, I'm giving up on you.

Say something, I'm giving up on you.
Say something...

Too be Loved or f***ked

I have my share of enjoyment, my share of life, my share of world and even my share of time from someone else. Now what nothing I think now I am just there to be f***ked by them. I spent my time around hoping one day they will realize that I care and I really want them to me in my life. No no but all they need is (I really don't know now what they want) I really wasted my time around them and from now on is no to every request, every question & every ping for them because I don't want them in my life, they have lots of friend they can find me in them and enjoy there life.
Cheer to them & leave me alone.

"I be a lover, 

I be a friend, 

I am going to care more than me,

Be with me, 

Be with my heart, 

Its all I have and you have all me this time. 

Please be hurry before its too late, 

I don't have time to listen all the thing, say 3 words or I'll be dead".

Happy Ending or Just Bad Beging..

I had some rocking hard days, from morning to night I worked, from breakfast to dinner I missed, from like to dislike I did and in return all I was want to a nice good night sleep but this mosquitoes they have take my sleep. So here I am after a full half week later with no sleep and tried, and I am feeling nothing so thought may be just go with the flow because who care what happen is gone and what going to happen I don't have control. I am enjoying my little life with this little device and my small but fast mind.

There something I did in past the making me like this I dam sure its not food or any shots that I have take its happening naturally. I think is the heat, here temperature is going up and up every day and night so may be my body reacting in this way I feel great and I don't know the cause but is all gone to result and that is I loved my life and just want to waste is like this every day.

"Having to achieve what you want in life is another thing in my mind, but going for that cheese that I don't like is some extra fun in life from my mind"

To be killed...

The fight of my heart and reality of my mind are going to kill me or my imagination. Why it has to be like that why can't I am just able to do it and get over with it.